Oh how the times have changed...and you say that I am the one thats changed??....
Dear Miss Kelsey May,
Will this is your well deserved email from yours truly, well as i told you today i have been thinking what to write to you ever since I told you I would start e-mailing you. First I thought I would email you something silly, but I decided something more serious was the way to go. So well here I go!
Before you read any of this I don't want you think "oh my god is Mitch trying to ask me out!?" I am writing this to show you and to tell you how amazing you are and why I think so. I mean you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. You make me happy... You make me sad... You make me happy again... he he I don't know sure we have had our tiffs but I really hope those are over now. I have always kind of been in a pickle with you, what i mean is i have never been over you. I have had a thing for you pretty much since the moment we started talking online I thought you were the most beautiful girl I have ever laid my eyes upon. I guess I just never made much of an attempt to tell you. Then I met you and still nothing changed, but I realized after talking to you that there was something that bugged you and it was something that could have ended our whole friendship right there but i had to tell you cause I knew you weren't happy... And it was cause you weren't you... You were what every one wanted you to be... Slowly you changed and to this day I believe you are still changing and I wouldn't want you to be any differently I love you for the way you are your more beautiful now then you were that day so long ago. Same smiling beautiful face but your more confident now more revered. Sure people may not like you but that's the way the world works but I still love ya and will always be here for you...
You know me better then any one else could ever possibly dream of, though I am sure nobody wants to know me that much ha ha. I just don't know I would step in front of a bullet for you. I absolutely adore you and love every second that we spend together. I am totally happy being friends with you kinda... ha ha I will always want that something more but with time I will either get over it or something might happen I mean only time will tell. I told Philip it would not surprise me if we end up married just cause of the way we are ha ha...
I mean its sad but for the last few days your the only thing of importance that i have thought of... I listen to P! ATD and I thought of you... Your all I could think of at work... Maybe its cause I want more... maybe its cause your birthday is soon and I want to make it special I don't know I honestly really cant explain it.
I am not sure really what to else to say except thank you for being there for me when I needed you and thank you for being the best friend I could have possibly ever asked for. I am like almost crying right now ha ha I am so lame. I know that's what your thinking its OK you can laugh out loud... Phil might think your crazy... That or I will dig head more into my pillows/blanket then what it already is. It just depends when/where you get this. By the way whenever we have our little fights they tear me up I hate not being able to talk to you and when we fight i cant talk to you and well its quite saddening. I do have to say your a trooper though you can hold a grudge for quite awhile.
I just want you to know that know matter whatKMay I think your aMAYzing and I will love you forever and always. That and whatever the future holds in store for us you will never ever be forgotten.
Forever Yours.
Mitchell Edward Bumgardner
